Thursday, February 5, 2009

grumpy hangover

being grumpy is exhausing. despite sleeping 7+ hours (my average), i am exhausted today. not nearly as grumpy but it is still clinging there a bit. i will try to shake it off with a hot shower and a nap later. i can see why grumpy people stay grumpy. it takes a lot of emotional energy to stay mad all of the time and then you're tired and cant figure out why so you're even grumpier. it is a trap. i guess one would have to make a point to not be grumpy to get out of the trap. but then one would have to realize they are a grumpy sort of person and it has been my experience that grumpy people are not the type of people to be seeking the path to self realizaion. yet another trap. so anyway, i will make a choice later not to be grumpy and see how it goes. i say later because i am at home and here there is not too much to set of the avalanche of grumps. how many times can one say grumpy with out it sounding ridiculous, anyway????????????????????
thanks julian for all the question marks.

2 comments:

  1. And how did it go when you decided not to be grumpy?

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  2. You know,I've often believed that I was a grump...sort of an Eyore. Then I started taking anti depressants and realized I was a Piglet, after all.

    I'm not very sensible, most of the time, but I love you, Pooh!

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