stress

i have had a long week. i dont really care to elaborate too much but most of you know the story. now i/we have a long road ahead of us. i hope we are all strong enough to see it through to the end.

joe nichols. i think he knew more than he said when i saw him. i had that feeling from the time i left his office but now it is even stronger. i feel like i need to go back for him to elaborate. that wasn't why i was there last time so maybe thats why or maybe it was unclear what would happen. he said we would have some problems this spring and indirectly said this fall was going to be hard, too. i guess all we can do is wait and see what happens. i think i wll go back just to see what he can see. thats a lot of blood money. i guess thats what it is for, though.